I wept alone after telling Man United players of my retirement decision — Alex Ferguson

Abdullateef Fowewe

Sir Alex Ferguson has opened up about the deeply personal reasons behind his shock decision to step down as Manchester United manager in 2013, describing how he broke down in tears once the news was shared with the squad.

In extracts from his book Games of My Life, the legendary Scot explained that he had not considered retiring before the death of his wife Cathy’s sister Bridget in October 2012.

“I had taken real care to keep my decision to retire secret. I had not considered retiring before October 2012, when Bridget, Cathy’s sister, passed away.

“On the surface, and in the eyes of the supporters, I’m sure everything seemed to be totally fine. I was in good health,” Ferguson wrote.

He continued, “I loved the club and football, but Bridget’s death changed everything. It was a terrible blow for Cathy, because Bridget had always been part of her life. They had the strongest bond I’ve ever seen between two sisters.”

Only Cathy and their sons knew of the plan until former chief executive David Gill visited him one Sunday in February and revealed his own intention to leave.

Ferguson said he held his composure while informing coaches, players and staff at the Carrington training ground.

“It was only once I was back in my office, after closing the door, that it all hit me. I just sat at my desk and cried. I knew then that it was over,” he added.

Four days later, ahead of a home game against Swansea City, the quiet moments during the warm-up brought a wave of finality, “At that moment, I couldn’t help thinking: ‘I’ll never experience this again.’”

Ferguson managed Manchester United from November 1986 until the end of the 2012-13 season, delivering 13 Premier League titles, two Champions League trophies and a host of other major honours across nearly 27 years.

His departure, announced on 8 May 2013, marked the end of one of the most successful managerial reigns in English football history.

He has previously said he would have continued longer had it not been for the impact of Bridget’s death on his wife.